Created

I often find myself, wishing I were something more, or something different.
I then argue with myself that God has made me exactly the way I am supposed to be.
No more, no less.
But then I wonder, maybe God made me in a way that I wish to be more.
He created me in a way that I may grow, or fall. So God may have put those yearnings in me so that I may strive to become more. To a point where I fit even better in fulfilling His plan.
So I am exactly how God created me to be right now, at this exact point in life.
But further on, I know that I'll learn more and become stronger... meaning I would not be the same as I am now. So I change, though still the same person, to be what God created me to be in each different stage in life.